巧克力女孩~cHocolate Girl

2009-09-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

wahaha..window shopping in the website!!

i love those shoes DAMn much....^^

it is simple n beatiful...

but i think it is hard to look out in the shooping center..

am i rite..wuwu T.T..

dunno why, recently, i really love to buy shoes...

nw my goal are getting a pair of shoes wif "green colour"..wakaka...

Oop, xiao zabo joey, 2molo hv to exam,...

pls study nw!!! blekkkkkkkk........

hahahaha^^

2009-07-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

wow..14 frenz yo!!!surprise!!!happy^^

Happy 19th birthday to ME-joey!!!^^
im really enjoying 2day!!
12am nite..
my dearly housemate-pohpei,singyu,weiling,shufen
they prepare a small surprise to me..
but,i hv ady guess wat they want do to so...hehehe..clever leh
this is becoz the stupid act of weiling..haha
by the way, i still feel touching n happy!!
in order to appreciate them, i gv them a chocolate kiss to everyone of them...
haha..but they all run away...HMMmmm...
but i still got to kiss pohpei's pipi, weiling leg, singyu's hands!!haha
1pm
wow,thr are 14ppl celebrate my b'dae!!!
thr are a lot ppl..
i ady get to guess shan tze them wil prepare to me a small party..
but i didnt get to guess that there will be 14 ppl celebrate wif me!!
i thought thr will be only a few ppl...
very touching!!!^^^^
shan tze, shu tze, shu fen, shu chen, sing yu, joey2, jia xin, wai kiat, little green,
sinn honng, oyster, kok soon, kerpi, n kerpi's frenz!!
let me more surprise is kerpi coming..
coz he always put aeroplane once i ask him out for yam cha or else...
he nv go out wif US
this is 1st time!!!huhu..
really enjoying n happy 2day!!
thx my frenz...muack..i love u all
this year i've received 50+ ppl wish to me...huhu...
hope i will receive more n more wishes year by year!!!

2009-06-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday nite, ching chuan and i discussed about the good way for study

the way that he used is concentrate on the cls,understand it,

then only scan the book be4 exam!!

he wont try to memory the point,

becoz he consider that understand is more meaning /useful than memory of it...

he think that if we try only memory of it, then wat we hv learned of it?? not use wat??...

yes, i agree wat he said..

but sometime, if i really cant understand of it,

the exam time is almost nearly, then i 've no choice to choose to memory of it...

the way of study i used is, there is no doubt that understand of it,

then i will try to find out the key word for every topic..

after that, assiciation the ideas by key word 2gather...

sometime, i oso use the method that ask to myself, and ans by myself..

last but not least is talk to other ppl wat i've read and understand,

that's all!!!

读书有很多方法，找一个适合自己的是最重要的。。。

其实读书不难，难是难在我们要怎样去明白，怎样去学艺之用。。这才叫难。。。！！！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

happy Father's day!!!

2009-06-18T10:18:00.000-07:00

cant believe in my eyes...

who is he??that's so familiar hair and body...

oh my gosh, he is ching chuan..

how come he is at here...

he suppose at cyber wat...

he and horace come to meet US...

so touching~~~~

really miss them...miss u guys.........

after we finish our cls, then we go out for having dinner togather...

after that, of course is watching movie loh..

becoz it is our favour thing to do after dinner...

we watched "drag me to the hell""

who say that it is not horrible??

it is 65%horrible + 35%funny...

quite nice....

hahahaha

have a nice day wif ching chuan, horace, liwei, shu fen, kok soon, n ah lol...

2009-06-13T18:47:00.000-07:00

就这么一下，假期就这么结束了！！！

这个假期对我来说很有意义。。

我把我心中最大的秘密总算说了出来。。。

心中算松了一口大大的气。。

不过这也意味着我的另一个烦恼的出现！！！

没办法，现在只有忍了！！

这个假期我做了什么呢？？

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

1）当然是见我那可爱的翔翔咯。。。

虽然这次我们见面不是很多，不过我们还是很珍惜彼此相聚的那一刻。。

他买了两双鞋给我。。哈哈。。。他又乱花钱了。。该打！！！

2）与我的老姐妹们相聚！！这一次聚会算是我们毕业后最多人的一次。。

我们去desaru玩~还蛮开心的！！

大家的演技也越来越厉害了。。。

让我最深刻影响的是我们在玩找出杀手的游戏。。。

我还是觉得当spide是最好的！！

我是个好医生哦，在游戏的时候，我都没救自己，只救你们叻！！

这才是医生的伟大！！哈哈哈哈

kelly真可怜，有一局他一直被我骗相信我不是杀手！！！

真是有够佩服我自己的！！！好姐妹也不放过。。啦啦啦。。。

3）之前回来一定会见到的兄弟-monkey。。这次要见他还真难哦。。

好不容易把他骗来我家和他庆祝生日！！

不过也是那一下下。。他也快变大忙人了！！

4）哇，真惊讶。。yen hung 找我yam cha叻。。

超久没见到他了。。开心。。被朋友记得自己是多么开心的事呀！！！

5）要回去的马六甲的前一晚，和翔的家人一起吃饭。。

下午的时候，和uncle，紫颖，紫婷一起到mcdonald。。

uncle 把他们当自己女儿似的。。。我们玩得很开心！！！

晚上就和二姑一起吃，再到jusco shopping!!

6）最可怜，这次回家。。也不知怎么搞得。。

爸爸一直对我念经。。真是受不了。。

还蛮生气的。。因为我很讨厌我爸一直是negative thinking!!!

7) the most disappointed is i hvn watched the coming soon!!!

although dear ady bought the DVD, but since i want wendy acc me watch together..

but, wendy too busy..we hv no time to watch it!!!haizzzz==

新的一个学期咯。。要加油咯！！！

2009-05-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

28/5
eventually finished all the exam...
hahaha..
our foudation yr was ended at here.
really enjoy and fun in the foundation yr....

me & ching chuan

he is a very good frenz to me..

i've learn a lot frm him...

he let me feel that, mine perception in study is seem like same wif him...

unfortunately, start frm nxt sem, i cant be his coursemate anymore

since we take different course in degree yr..

alamak..wat they do??

we had done the last exam paper jor!!!...

happy holidays yo^^

2009-05-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

haiz, feel sad for my math paper just nw..

8.5 mark will be getting fly away ....

i pray for the other part wont lose the mark anymore, otherwise my A will definitely lose...

hope god bless me ya>.<

last paper will be going on 2moro..

it shows that our foudation yr is closely ending n

our holidays is coming soon~

im looking 4ward that day...

thr are a lot of entertainment and activity are waiting me...

1st, our crazysister gathering( desaru)

2nd, meet wif my feizai...

he has planed a lot of activities for us...lalalala

he wanted to cook the chocolate steamboat for me..wah,unbelievable to my ear....

3rd, mummy want me acc her go to penang...

n a lot....

MY holidays, im coming....

2009-05-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

yeah, finally getting change my blogskin..

it has used my a lot of effort , energy and time!!!

by the way, i've accomplised it...lalalala..

so happy neh^^^^

thx winnaa for teaching me how to change it...

thx wiNnaa...muack

(ps: winnaa, in fact,i dont want to copy and use ur past blogskin..but it it really hard to find a gd blogskin!! i've found my favour blogskin, but i cant get its html code, so ..sry ya hope u dont mind)

oOps,joey..do u think that u r a smart girl??

do u noe wat is the period nw??

how come u still hv a time to do the others things??

r u crazy??

haha..i dunno!!!

i admit that i didnt try my best in this sem...

i waste the time to watch movie, playing and sleeping...

so sry ==

3 more papers ongoing in this week..

2 papers are needed to memorize a lot of theory..

tough task!!!hate it...

last one more paper is probability and statistic...

lec strongly remind me that pls dont careless in calculation

otherwise, my A will be flied!!

well, i try my best!!haha

oH ya, our foundation yr will be ending at later 3 more days...

huhuhu..lalala

holidays coming soon~

2009-05-15T09:26:00.000-07:00

15/5

happy birthday shan tze..

surprise..xixixi

16/5

happy birthday chloe....

my cute cute housemie...

wah so many ppl b'dae yo..

17/5 is my younger bro b'dae...

hvn prepare a present for him...

nvm, buy for him when i bck jb...

exam coming soon..

hvn finished all the revision....

lazy girl,joey..

good luck friends....

fat cat..fei mao zheng zhuang so nice..i lov it

2009-05-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

dear dear..dont slp ya..take photo pls..sweety^^kaka

new look..new hair style..xixi...mummy sponsor me for change the hair style..happy^^

dear dear say love my new hair style nw..xixi..muack..

i'd long time didnt go out wif sister...

i've bought 2 dress oo..huhu...long time didnt wear dress loh.....

but, i hvn got to find my favour style dress..jie jie said kl has sold it...

i want go kl ...hmmm==

wow, surprise...wendy made the longan pudding for me le...yummy yummy^^ thx wendy..lov it

happy mother's day!!

1st time went to thr visit mummy...

mummy,i miss u..

i hv a lot thing want to tell u..

that day, i went for pray u..

actually, i had nearly to cry out...but i hold my tear...

i saw daddy felt sad too..i perceive that daddy miss mummy, he cry....

mummy, i admit that i dunno how to care a family..

i still young...i still naughty...i love freedom...

luckly, wendy is here...she noe how to take care this family...

how to cook, how to communicate wif daddy, acc daddy...

so, dont worry ya..wendy is here..haha..

joey only noe playful...xixi....

love wendy...haha

haiz...bck mlc ady....hmm

tis time bck jb, thr was no so much to let me acc dear..haiz...

anyway, dear promise me, he will bring me go shopping, watch movie n a lot...

hahah..yeah^^^

i will study hard ooo....++UUUU

2009-05-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

feeling pleasure.happy happy..
i've long time didnt call to my mummy and chart wif her..
hahahaha...feeling happy coz i oso can make mummy laugh wor..
xixixi.....
mummy ,i love u too..
i noe u hope me can graduate as soon as possible..
but mummy, u should noe, thr is no short path way for learning...
u oso hope can graduate with a flying colour result wat...i wil try my best to do it so...
..................mummy wait for me ya...i will care u for sure, so dont worry.................

come to school is not only want to graduate or else..
is wanted to get the knowledge....
pass in exam, is everyone want can do it so...but how many can get a good result??
i agree wat the lec said just nw....
that's why i always want myself to get wat i can....
i never feel content to all my performance in academic...
im a person who love to accept the challenge...
but fight wif other will very hard..
so i choose to challenge myself..in order to get the best....
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2009-05-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

why do i make myself so confuse??
what so annoying at me?
regardless, nw i only want to strive toward my final exam 1st..
other just put it aside ...
......................................
i want shopping~
i want eat pizza hut~
i want take many many photos wif dear dear...
i miss my warm pillow n bed..
i miss dear...
i miss daddy n mummy
i miss crazy sisters..............
nw, i wish anxiously finish exam as soon as possible..
then i could bck jb....
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dear dear, waiting for me ya....

2009-05-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

lalalala..happy..happy...
everytime once i feel bored, i will make a call to yin shan...
coz she will definitely make me feel happy..
chart wif her, i could throw away all my tension stress...
feel relax a while....xixi..thank yin shan oo
just nw,not only chart wif yin shan..is 5 or 6 ppl in a call..
indeed, we can make a call wif a few ppl leh...
then, 1st i call to yin shan, then chin fang,feng yi,hui ting, ah too, and rokkie..
although we cant meet 2gether but we still can chart 2gether in a time...haha..
since i use the digi campus, so i only nid to pay only Rm1.oo in a day ..
after change, every call will be free...haha..so good..
happy..happy..tx our technology n digi..xixi..
............................................................
recently, i strive for my final exam..
wah, business management has a lot of chapters sia..almost 16 chapt leh..
i nid use 2 week to finish it leh..how oo..
even the moral oso hv a lot of theory nid to memory leh...
alamak..help...==
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dear dear, sry lah...
dont angry..
pls............

2009-04-30T09:35:00.000-07:00

love world between wendy&yue

xiang & joey love journey

happy mother day for 3 lovely mother
my mummy,wendy's mummy,and our mummy

my 2nd family...miss our dearest mummy...
mummy, hope u can receive my love rose mother day card...

2moro is public holiday-labour day..
most ppl hv bak their hometown...
but i lazy to take bus bck..then stay here alone..
luckly,chloe didnt bck as well..haha
ntg to do..then edit some photo..
izzit, nice??haha..love it ..
final exam is coming soon...
but i still no mood to touch the book for revision...lazy girl...
xixixi...
just nw, dear dear scold me..
he said me always dont slp early...and not bck to acc him...
sry lah dear...not me dont wish bck, is really tiring to take bus bck home..
pi pi will feel pain, do u noe...haha
i promise i will bck after finish the exam...then acc u wif my whole holiday loh....
haha..
ZZZZ..is time to slp..good nite....

2009-04-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

wat wrong man......
fucker....
)&*(&*(&*^&^%#%$@$@!
walao...everything has losen
bad luck................
no more photo...
bad luck..bad luck.................

2009-04-28T08:31:00.000-07:00

wat wrong wif me??

walao..y i am so unluck...

everybad come to me...

shit man.. $#@#%$^%$&

1st is my laptop hang..hang..hang..hang until cant move..

then decide reformat my laptop loh..

this is my 1st time reformat my laptop..

then my housemate told me i should bck up everything 1st be4 reformat..

i had ady bck up eveything..

how noe, after get bck the laptop eveything is still lose..walao..

fucker man...

all my photo had losen.........

....no energy to feel sad....

wat wrong man..????????????????????????//////

2009-04-18T22:34:00.000-07:00

时间过的好快..一转眼,我来马六甲读书快一年了....
一转眼,很多东西也改变了..真的是事实难料....
回想当初要来到这里读书时,心理总是七上八下的....
担心自己回独立不起来....结果,我还是渡过了....
这一年里,也是让我体会最深的一年.....
回想..6月7日2008...
那时是我正要来这读书的前一天...
我的好朋友们弄了一个简单欢送会给我....
早上,我和姐妹们,兄弟(猴子)约好去吃早餐..我们去吃点心..那又热又多人...
不过我们还是很开心...
过后,就剩我,翔,燕怡,猴子继续我们之前所按派好的节目...
因为猴子答应我要好好为我送别...哈哈...
我们cs看电影..kungfu panda..
好开心...这也是我和翔第一次以男女朋友的身份去看戏...
中间,猴子买了一个手表送给我...
母后在新加波买了一个很可爱心行的气球送我...
谢谢你们....我很喜欢....
看完戏后,我说我ice kacang,猴子也就载我们去....
但我们并没有吃到...
因为我们在途中发生了一起对我们来说是一个很恐怖的车祸...
不知怎么方向盘不听使唤,我们撞向了大墙壁...
我们在车上翻了一圈多吧...
那时的感觉几乎傻了...
连喊都喊不出...
幸好我们的车够硬,保护了我们...
我们也只受了一点小伤.....
我比较严重..我的左手凹到...
在那时,我们大家就象戏理真情流露...
抱在一起....
猴自子开玩笑的对我说,对不起咯,今天我们的节目只能到这里了...
我们有惊无险的活了下来....
过后,翔的爸妈来接我们...
aunty担心死我们了...
但看我们平安,她也就放心了...
aunty还说我们发生了车祸好可以好想没事那样哈哈大笑,还拍照呢..
也就因为这起车祸..aunty让我感受到什么是母爱....
她很担心我..帮我上药等等....
从那天起,我就已经把她当我半个母亲了....
她真的是一个伟大的母亲...
6月8日2008...
我来到了一个陌生的地方...
这是第一次上学有爸爸陪...
从幼稚圆但现在,我的家人从没没过我上学..
爸爸为我打点所有一切...
很开心,也很感动....
也就从这一刻起所有的东西都改变了.....
1)在这里,我结识了很多朋友..最让我影像深刻的有几个..
第一liwei,我们是在英文课认识的..
而且刚好她也是我的同乡(永平)..几开心一下..
过后,我们就每天一起上下学....
第二kok soon..他是我第一个在这认识的男生...
记得,那时我主动去认识他,他就象个傻瓜一样,样子很好笑..
我会记得他的名字,是因为他被选为我们class rep...
认识了他后,觉得他很好笑,很喜欢欺负他...
他也常和我分享他怎么追他现任女友的故事...
那时,觉得他是一个很专情的男生...
中间的联络,让我觉得这个男生是一个很不错的朋友....
也就这样,我们会常联络....互相鼓励..互相安慰....
但也很不幸的,因为一些误会..我们的友情也突然间停止了...
第三...是和我住在同一个屋子下housemate @roomate...
yling,chloe,weiling,cynthia,pohpei,qiao ling,vivian...
她们带给了我无数的快乐....
但是...他们都要搬离这里了...
我很舍不的她们每一个...我好想叫她们留下来....
不要走好吗????...............................
2)7月10日2008...
翔的家人为我们庆祝生日..
因为我只小他五天...所以就一起庆祝....
mummy,daddy,yue @wendy为我们准备了一个很丰富的晚饭..steamboat..哈哈...我忘了那次是我们"全家人"一吃晚餐了...xixi^^
(eat ice kacang, 烧鱼..laksa...rojak, roti canai..yummy yummy^^^)and go shopping~yeah buy chocolate...so xiang' daddy mummy very love joey and wendy...care us like their daughter...
3)sem2...dear's mummy突然生病一场...
也就这场病...mummy在也回不来了....08.01.2009.
mummy,我有很多很话想对你说...
我很想再见你..你的离去太突然了.....我没有办法接受....
到现在,我还是时时刻刻的想到你...
我总是瞒着翔,我不敢告诉他..我很想你..根本没人可以了解...
你对我来说很重要...mummy use webcam chart wif me when i be alone in room.
i fold the roses as present to mummy...
4)我开始和我的家人也越来越好..特别是和我的妈妈...
她对我的态度也变了...很亲切....
什么事都可以有商有量...
thank mummy..
5)我最好的姐妹-kelly..
她的爸爸也离开了...我记得那时我很担心...
我连夜都赶回去..回到jb也直接去她家....
她没让我失望...她很坚强...kelly,++UUU...
6)animal group-
kok soon-underdog...
joey-underpig
lol-underpanda
shu fen-undersheep
horace-undermonkey
(yam cha at nite..climbing...play(five or ten game)...A famosa)
7) power girl..joey,liwei,shan tze,shu zhe,lilian,cathy......
8)one happy nite day wif my housemate-cynthia,pohpei,qiao ling,chloe.roomate-weiling...happy..went to eat satay celup..went to c the duck haha...then went to sing kk...haha..happy
9) last but not least, the memories between me n my dear-xiang in this yr..
walk together in our 1st aniversary...
1st time play a song wif piano for him...
our 1st valentine day...
my 1st flower...
our 1st couple t-shirt...
n a lot.....huhu..muackx9999999999999999999999

2009-04-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

feeling sad, and disappointed..
i ady expect wat mark will i get in midterm..
i hv ady a prepare wat...y i still emo...
becoz i cant accept it...if let daddy noe, he will feel sad too...
cant let him noe...
sry, tis time i get a normal result in midterm...
sry,coz i be a lazy girl, dont want do the revision..
sry,coz the exam coming soon, i still watch movie...
hate..hate..hate myself...
study..study..i must more study hard in final..must..

2009-04-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

NO..NO..No..
dont want.. dont want..i dont want be a lazy girl...
"LAzy" pls get away frm me..
U-lazy get out frm my sight..leave me far away...
i hate this kind of myself...
i hate myself do watever in last min...
i hate myself become more n more lazier...
i hate myself always think to slp...
i hate myself get a slp mood when i open the book...
why that all hv sudden change in this sem...
1st sem, i will do the revision whenever i free...
i forbid myself be a person that done a task in last min..
but nw,2moro i nid to pass up the academic essay for lec..
but i still watch movie, play piano or else...
wat am i doin thr..
i should write the essay wat..shit man..!!!!angry....
my partner has had submit her part for me...
instead of me still free at thr..eat chocolate cake n watching movie..walao man...
pig joey..u cant be like that...if u still like that, let daddy noe, he will feel disappointment bout u...u cant let him feel depressed..understand!!
haizzz, i noe, i noe wat should i do..
final coming soon~ all assignment deedline coming too..
i should pull bestir myself...yes...go for it...
+++++UUUUUU.............

2009-04-14T03:06:00.000-07:00

2day is mummy left frm us 100 days...
mummy, how r u....
wat silly question of it..hmm^^
mummy is definitely fine lah...
she is watching us at everytime...
she no nid do many work ady..
she can rest ady wat...
mummy, do u noe daddy is very miss u...
eveytime i bck to jb to acc uncle n xiang xiang,
uncle will definitely talk bout u....
he had told me, be4 u hvn sick ...
u n he hv decided go to taiwan for trip....but...
he is very miss the time that u n he went to china for trip...
.......mummy hv u received our family keychain.....
it is represented of all of us....
cute, izzit??haha..
u must keep it ooo....
mummy, dont worry bout us ...
nw, daddy, xiang xiang n yue @wendy..we all r fine...
we will join together whenever we r free...
xiang xiang ady be mature....
he noe take care daddy, n always acc daddy by eveytime....
so dont worry bout us
...but, u must always watching us oo....
mummy..we love you....muacksx99

2009-04-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

昨日,女孩打了电话回家...

听着爸爸对女孩诉苦....

女孩非常担心现在爸爸的身体状况....

有时候真的不知如何是好...

每当女孩很想要,想尽办法让爸爸放开心理的不开心时...

却弄巧成拙....

女孩很想告诉爸爸...

爸爸,再给女孩三四年的时间...

你就能好好休息了...

......爸爸加油!!!!.............

2009-04-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

不知为何突然想起了以前许许多多的事...

试问我自己是怎么走过来的...

有时候我会问我自己,为何我一路走到这里.

我的路总是那么的坎坷...那么多的波折....

从没好让我好好休息过....

现在也是....

想着想着..我突然觉得好对不起几个人.....

第一个最让我觉得对不起既然就是"他" ..

说真的..我能一路熬过来,是他给了我很多的支持和帮助....

他从不嫌烦,只要我伤心难过,他都会想办法弄我开心等等...

为何我会觉得对不起他,因为...

他为我做了很多...很多...

他总是做我身后的人..为了就是保护我....

但我从不曾好好珍惜他对我所做的一切...

我还总是怪他..骂他..向他发脾气...

至让他心碎,伤心难过.....

但他还是依然的肯继续在我身边...

好多好多.....

所以,我觉得我真的对他有很多的亏欠....

在这一篇blog里,我想记载着所有我和他的故事....

目的是要永远记得......

中三那年..我是一只丑小鸭...

但我却不知从那来的勇气去追求他....

我和他的认识是从一封很简单的祝福短讯起.....

最后我成功的追到他..

很可笑吧....女追男...

记得那时我们在一起的感觉很不自然...

很怪就是了...从早到晚的不停互相讯息...

到底讯息什么可以让我们能讯息这么久啊...哈哈....

可是很不幸的..我们只在一起短短的几个月.....

那时候我真的很伤心,无法接受....

丑小鸭能得到爱情是有多么不容易的事啊.....

今天我的改变..多数是因为他....

是他激励了我要不断要在我的形象上改变....从发型....

以前我从不会想要留长发..

但为了他,我去留...等等...就为了等到和他从新在一起.....

因为那时的我一直都感觉到我会和他从新在一起的.....

但很不幸的...一年后,他重新追会我时,因为时间的改变...我已经变心了....

爱情真的很会做弄人吧.....

在他追我的时候..我一直都不敢告诉他我变心了...

让他一直以为还有机会....

对不起...真的对不起.....除了对不起我不知还能说什么....

他的改变很大..让我很惊讶...

以前我们在一起就只是在那个篮球场....

每天都去看你打球...

过后你骑着脚车送我回家...

这样简简单单的爱情...

不过我还是觉得很满足了....

记得在那时,每个星期一我都会要求你要买豆花给我...

但你也每次都没做到....

但一年后,你却永远的记得到了拜一..你就会自动的去买给我....

无论多晚,你也一定会想办法把豆花送到我的家....

因为你知道我要吃.....

我是从不要求男朋友买东西给我的人...

因为我觉得我不喜欢那种感觉...

但最后,我觉得我错了...

有时候我也是需要被别人哄的...

结果...他...

那年的情人接里..送给我了我的第一朵玫瑰花....

那时,我真的很开心...很开心..也很意外....

他带我去看电影等等...去做那些普通情人会做的事...(约会)

哈哈哈哈..^^

他想告白了很多次..我也拒绝了很多次...

伤了他一次又一次...但他也从没放弃过....

继续的呆在我身边....

我在做工...休息的时候他会来陪我...

我说我想吃什么..他也会打包给我..

他知道我放工的时候,有时会没人来载我...

他就会特地来送我回...

就算他刚好在外..他也会想办法来载我...

我生病了..他也会想办法照顾我....

.....

一直到他知道我喜欢别人了..

他也没放弃我.....

我可以感受他对我所做的一切....

我有想过去珍惜...

但................................................时间不对了.....

我想承认一件事....是我从没承认过的..

以前我不喜欢告诉别人我恋爱的事..也从不对外公布....

所以我和他的故事,真真的故事..也只有我和他最了解....

"他"是我的第一任男朋友....

是第一任得到我心的人...

也是我曾经在乎的人....现在也是....

对不起...以前我一直不敢向别人承认....

我知道你要别人知道..但我就是不肯...

对不起..

1st love~san@dede

(我发现.有些东西在你想做的时候,快点去做....

不要让自己后悔....

时间是不等人的....

珍惜身边任何一样东西...人事物....

在对的时候做的对的事...)

祝福我身边每一个人..

希望大家幸福快乐^^

2009-04-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

谁知道东边离西边会有多远??
谁会知道下一秒会发生什么事??
我又不是你,你又不是我..
谁知道你我在想些什么??但只有自己知道......
怨怨相抱何时了??
怨一个人只会带给自己烦恼和不开心吧了....
这是我现在体会到的....
我已经做了这么多次leader...
我真的体会到很多....
酸甜苦辣通通都有...
有时候我告诉我自己,谁叫我是那个带头的...
有多么的辛苦都要撑下去...
埋怨我的队友只会带给我不开心吧了...
他们想怎样我不知道,
但如果,他们想搞好我们project我会很努力的去配合他们...
如果不是..我还是要把我的责任做好...因为这就是我必须做的....
..........
i've lost a friend in this sem...
sometime, i ask to myself..am i wrong?
but, i consider that im not wrong if he is understand me...
i ask myself, why do i not dare to talk wif him nw like be4??
my ans is i scare that my characteristic will shock to him when he found it..
he is a person very care in friend.
he consider that friend is a very improtant things than....
i hv no doubt that friend is need in our life...
but in my mind, i will separate clearly when is friend, when is groupmate??
anyway, i've learn a lot from this friend...
he oso has changed a lot...
1st sem, he will do the coursework by last min..but nw he wont...
i heard he has do the revision of math in library at noon too..
be4, he always say no mood lah, want slp lah..or else..but nw..
hahaah^^good luck 4 him...+++UUU

2009-04-08T10:07:00.000-07:00

phew...finally, end of my business project

we hv decided to stop all our selling by 2day.....

tired..tired...tired...

although we dont get our goal..but at least we hv got at least more than rm500 profit...yeah..^^

thx for those always buy our drinks..tq.....terima kasih for ur support!!

doing the honey dew sagu drinks in everynite 1 week...

2009-03-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

有时候我真的越来越搞不清我自己。。

今天我因为。。又和他说分手了。。

但他坚持的哄回我。。。

其实我知道这样是不对的，我不该常说分手。。

有时候我真的好害怕。。我好怕他又变回哪个对我认为是个“理所当然”的人。。

我已经搞不清楚他了。。

我相信我们的爱情。。但我没办法相信他的。。。

对不起，翔。。我应该相信你的。。

你是了解我的，我一直都相信你是最了解我的人。。

但为何了，你还是不会懂得去做啊？？

还是要弄我很生气，对你感到失望？？

这样真得很不好受啊。。。

每次你让我感到失望时，我的眼泪就会忍不住地流下。。

我不要酱。。==

从妈咪离开我们后，我身边的人好像都变了。。

以前对我不好的，现在反而对我很好。。

特别是我的妈妈，我的老公。。。

现在每次回来，妈妈都很疼我。。也会好好地听我说话。。

要求他什么他都会答应。。真的感觉很不自然。。哈哈。。

老公。。

他也越来越疼我，爱我。。我感受得到。。

我要什么，他也会满足我。只为了要我开心。。

我是爱你的，翔翔。。

对不起+谢谢你肯忍受我的脾气。。

我们因为相信彼此的真心+爱情，让我们的爱也越来越甜蜜恩爱。。

因为相信爱情，所以幸福…………

一个星期的假期就这样的结束了。。

好快哦。。好舍不得。。

也开始会有不想回去的感觉了。。

我必须为我的学业加油。。一定要。。

不管多累。。我一定要搞好它。。

2009-03-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

期望越大，失望也就越大。。。==

对他我还真的感觉到蛮多的失望。。

但有时候又觉得是自己要求太多了。。

不过。。我真得很想见心中的一个人。。。

我很想去到那里。。那个你现在住的地方。。

因为到现在我都还不知道你住在哪？？

“他”答应了我一次又一次说会带我去。。

但最后都没有了。。说什么不好。。

我真得很生气。。。很不爽。。。

我不是以迷信的人。。我只想见我要看到的人。。

如果只是为了看一个自己尊敬的人都会给自己带来伤害。。

这也未免太奇怪了吧？？神会无缘无故给你伤害的吗？？

那“它”根本就不值得我们去信仰。。

我好不喜欢这样的感觉。。

有这么多的拘束。。。

不喜欢。。讨厌啊。。。

2009-03-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

独自在家了一整天。。看电视。。吃饱睡觉。。。哇真像一只猪。。呵呵。。

爸爸说了以前的故事给我听。。。

每当他提到公公的时候。。给我的感觉是。。爸爸想念公公。。。

爸爸总是忘不了公公在爸爸面前离开。。。

就向妈咪在我面前离开一样。。。永远忘不掉。。。

爸爸把它生命中所发生的事都认为是他人生必须所经历的。。

逃也逃不掉。。所以他从不埋怨，不怨天尤人。。

有时候，我看到爸爸这样。我很想安慰她。。但我知道他也只会对我罗说。。

他只是想把心里话说出来。。所以有时候听了觉得烦。。我还是会借耳朵给爸爸。。

安安静静地听他说话。。。这是我现在唯一能做的。。。

以前我总是怕回家。。但现在我不会了。。。

妈妈爸爸也没有这么的难搞。。哈哈。。反而现在想要什么，他们都会尽量给我，满足我。。

谢谢你们。。爸妈。。

都这么多年了。。大家是个怎样的朋友。。我想大家都很了解吧。。

有些人只希望多一事不如少一事。。不去理会。。

有些人却为了朋友与朋友之间的友情而吃醋。。

有些却在那挑拨离间。。。

有些东西不是你的就不是你的。。勉强也勉强不来。。。

朋友也一样。。

巧克力都可以分很多种类了。。当然。。

朋友也一样。。

什么样的朋友就会给你不一样的味道。。

人，要懂得学会去接受。。而不是只懂得埋怨。。

可以发泄。。但不要一直发泄。。别人听了会很闲。。

有时候单看表面去了解所有。。那你就错了。。

“别把每件事务，每个朋友都放得很重”

只要有“心”。。就行了。。

2009-03-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

21/3 sat..

2day i wake up early morning in order to take the most earlier bus bck to my sweet home-jb.

i n shu fen bck together..1st we take bus frm ixora to sentral..we reach there too early then we decide go to take breakfast at mc'donald...i hv no take breakfast at the mc'd 4 a long time...so happy..eat big breakfast wor~delicious~yummy yummy^^ we hv meet a lot of coursemate esp PFE student..hahaha..we reach jb almost 12noon..mummy call me say that she will go out so there is no ppl at home..then i call dear tell him bout it ..then dear say will fetch me go to his house 1st..huhu happy..since he dunno how to come larkin, so i tumpang shu fen bro car go to tc to wait dear..im so happy when dear come tc to fetch me..coz this is the time bck jb can meet him at the 1st time..haha^^^^ 1pm,daddy bck..then he fetch us go to take the lunch~on the way go to tmn daya ,xiang sing in car..then i n daddy laugh at him, ask him pls stop to song cause there is goin to rain~wahaha...dear always "be wash" by us...huhu==after finish the lunch,then daddy fetch bck my home since im too tired~// at nite, my mummy special go to buy my favour "shao yu n lala" for me as my dinner although is raining...wah thx mummy..suddenly i feel that my mummy have changed a lot after i go to malacca study..nw everytime bck jb,mummy ask me wat i want eat,she will definitely go to buy 4 me..n she has seldom scold me anymore...sometime i feel that is my 2nd mummy has been watching me n help me alot..even let my mum change...coz all my mummy change is after my 2nd mummy pass away~...anyway..i love my both mummy~muack~

22/3 sun

omg,need to wake up early too..coz later daddy come n fetch me go to his house...

indeed, i want use mummy 's computer to do the assignment..hihi==

almak, i hv 4got dear has tuition 2day..

after fetch dear go to omega..then i n daddy stay at home..

wowow..tis is the 1st time only i n xiang's daddy stay at home oo...

quite silent~feeling weird~

sometime, i feel that i really cant get wat daddy say ....wanna chart osos diffcult..

haiz==im so useless..communicate wif xiang's dad oso dunno~actually i want make him laugh n chart wif him..but sometime i dunno how to start...==haizzzzzzzz

so everytime i bck malacca, if i want show concern to xiang's daddy..i will use msg ..remind him take bath early lah n so on~hihihihi~

anyway..i will learn how to communicate wif him~++UU...

hope hv a nice holidays~

2009-03-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

wow..2moro i hv 2 paper 4 exam..

but i hvn finished study yet..

still watching movie n make "38"wif my roomie..wahaha..

recently,there hv a lot thing happen beside me..

make me feeling down n stress..so emo on that time...

no one can understand ...

but anyway,thx my housemate:cynthia,chloe, qiao ling n pohpei...n my cute cute rommie-weiling..thx to u all gv me the energy n support...

whenever i feel emo n sad,they all will console me ....

we always '38' together..make fun..eat dinner 2gether..n a lot~im very glad that i hv u all as my housemate...lov u all gal..

but,chloe n cynthia will move out on next sem..

sad loh....start frm nxt sem, i will be alone at house on every weekend..haizzzzz..==

i will bck jb on saturday... miss home...miss my crazy sister...

miss my second family ,n looking 4ward that day which yue n wendy bck too..long time we all dont gather at all~ask daddy bring us go to eat ice kacang..bak ku teh ..wahaha..^^

2009-03-15T05:35:00.000-07:00

好长的一口气...叹了又叹..

从昨晚到现在都没有好好的休息过..

" 家"...

会这么容易的被毁掉吗??

爸一心打造的这个家,会这样的结束??

我不知道要怎样的去恨你...

我只知道,你伤害你的家人...

爸爸一心为这个家努力..

一分积蓄都没有留给自己...

为的就是要把最好的献给他的孩子...

他最自豪的是他拥有一个完整的家...

但现在却要被你毁了...

所有人都很不甘心...

但为了救你,我们只能这么做......

你再不懂得悔改...我们再也不会救你了.....

"回家"好吗??

不要再相信别人了.只相信你的家人...

现在只有我们能帮的到你...

屋子没了不要紧,可以再买..

钱没了.可以再赚,

人一但没了,就不可能再复活...

快回家吧~

爸妈你要坚强啊......

2009-03-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

my new blog space~chocolate girl world

on my 1st blog..i want to introduce those who r very important person..

my happy family~

daddy, mummy,sister,bro n younger bro..

my 2nd family~
daddy, mummy, yue & wendy.n my dear xiang xiang..

i hv 2 family~i love my both family...

but one of my family member had pass away recently..

my 2nd mummy~

i really miss her so much..

i still cant accept that she was pass away~

where r u?mummy~

她是第一位让我体会到什么是关心,什么是母爱的人...

虽然她不是我的亲身母亲..但她给我的是一般我想要的关爱...

是我最尊敬的人.......

以前的我,根本不懂什么是家里的关爱..

我只知道爸妈要我学会独立..好好读书...

我也不知道怎么和家里沟通...

只知道,如果生病了,或做错事了..肯定会被妈妈骂...

我一直都记得,以前我生病还是什么..

我就必须自己解决...

最让我影像深刻的是....我的手不小心被到割到...

而且是在我妈面前...我妈也只会骂我..而不是来帮我止血...

反过来我还必须安慰妈妈..叫她别担心...

看着我手上的血不停的流着...我也只好忍着说没事...

久而久之..我也不懂什么是关爱..

一直到她的出现.....

不想发生的是又发生 ~刚接到了一通电话...